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A.NabilahJaafar

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Currently in the second year of my college education & first year of my DPI at Andalus. I'm very fortunate to have been brought into this beautiful world by Allah swt. Life has been amazing for me despite the ups and downs. Everything i went through taught me something new & i do my best to learn from my mistakes. Seventeen years of life has shown me a lot about this world. i enjoy studying and reading. that's why i took the craziest subject combination in college, Malay & Eng Lit. it's not That crazy but there's a lot of reading involved. Someday, i'm gonna complete my education with Masters, insya'Allah (:

I like meeting new friends too.

Ask.Me.Anything.

About Me.

Ask me the most random things. Go on. I'll try to answer you (:

 

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February 09, 2010

ishtaqtu ilaika katsiran :(

i miss blogging. but i can't blog now. i have loads of stuff to do at the moment. despite it all, i am a very happy person. i shall go text Sy now. So much for lunch tomorrow. Skipping ODAC too. my knee isn't getting any better. I can't run, i am putting on weight, and i feel so depressed (because of the earlier stated reason. other than that, my life is almost entirely awesome.)

The short getaway w Kak Yaya & Deyna. i want more please. With Abg Manja this time. & Lisa too someday. i miss you people. So very much.

My college life is picking up very fast. i have tons of responsibilities. From ODAC to MLEP to Sister/Daughter duties. Yet, i'm contented. Because at least, my time is not wasted.

Salam!

February 03, 2010

sigh..

Pushed to the edge. I love the stress. Yet, i can't help but miss having a lot of free time. & You. well i don't know. i miss lots of things.

i.ODAC was fun. But i'm in no mood to update my blog. as much as i want to, i can't because my mood isn't feeling so well, and i'm tired.

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Salam!

January 27, 2010

CintakanNya

AMIRAHNABILAH IS A VERY HAPPY GIRL. VERY VERY VERY HAPPY GIRL. thank god. Alhamdulillah.

i'm happy because, my mind is at ease, my heart is at ease. i'm feeling very calm now and thus, am very thankful. it's been a long long time since i last felt this calm. i'm elated. & i am feeling much much better because i have been listening to Dad reciting the hadith and verses from Al-Quran, reminding me about my duties as a Muslim girl.

right now, i don't think it matters anymore what he thinks i do. Allah is definitely more important. & if he thinks that i haven't changed aft all that, well, there's you opinion and you are entitled to that entirely. i know i have tried and still am trying. He doesn't know me anymore i don't suppose i know him anymore too. we're too distant from each other. ah wells.

a friend told me before, hate him if i must. no my dear, i don't hate people. i love my friends. no matter what they have done to me. even though the things i say don't reflect this at times, i know deep down i really do. i am human and i don't escape the fact that i am not perfect.

Salam!

January 22, 2010

Stars. Innovians love Stars.

MY BABY GIRL'S ALL GROWN UP! cutest baby girl ever. Nur Sarah Zulisham(:

 

she's really cute isn't she? insyaAllah i'll fly over to Melb, Aussie to stay over at her place for winter during june next year. well it's not exacly winter. the cold season. it doesn't really snow in Aussie.

GUESS WHO I MET!?

NASIRRRRRRR! one of the few people i miss talking to. afer school hours were awesome with him around. Heyy, life was crazy back then. everything seemed funn. now it's all different. Met dayan and sayyid too. saw om, nadd K and many others when i went back to PRCS with farah, bm and rre.

alrighty, back to studying(:

January 15, 2010

Car = travel faster. Espresso = Sleepless nights mugging.

I can imagine my peers looking like this. or rather, the new batch of J1s looking like this during WR. Horrendous subject which actually bonds the class together.

i have a feeling this blog's gonna be ahem, Dead, just like it was when i was in Sec Four. Well, maybe even worse on account that A Levels is (according to my tutors) The most difficult exams a person can sit for in his/her entire life. i don't have the mood to really blog.

OH, just that,

SEE THAT FORMSPRING BOX SOMEWHERE NEAR THE BOTTOM OF THE LEFTHAND COLUMN ON THIS PAGE?! LEAVE YOUR QUESTIONS THERE ALRIGHT! ANYTHING, REALLY, ANYTHING. I LIKE ANSWERING QUESTIONS ABOUT ME!

:)))

have fun mugging for As you lot who are in JCs.

Love, AN.

January 12, 2010

tuesday.

First day of school was okay. Time passed rather fast (worries me lots. the A Levels countdown on MLG kills.) Chitra wasn't so bad. Bitch side not there. Yet. scares me that lady with three adopted kids. i will definitely be seeing more of Cg Tetty this year. Besides Civics period, ODAC, MLL, i shall see her for consultations throughout the year till i vomit blood (or till A Lvl ends) i am taking a bit of time off my study period at home t blog as i need a break. oh, did i mention i am Cikgu Pereira's GP student this year? i shall die from his monotone. my entire class will be massacred by his dooniness. During intro today during tutorials, he made us talk about ourselves as though it was an interview for Uni admission. I talked about really really random things about myself. Vanilla. haha.

tomorrow's college open house and i'm just gonna walk around w Nazurah and Fikril.

I shall blog more when i have the mood. feeling guilty fr not studying today's topic.

/shall beat fir at econs this year.

January 09, 2010

Ask.Me.Anything.

My Name is Amirah Nabilah & i'm turning eighteen (in ten months)

My name is never enough for you to know and judge.

Feel free to ask me any questions. Any at all! regarding myself of course. Even the most outrageous questions. i'll answer them if i could.

Scroll down, there is a box saying "Ask me anything!"

Go ahead, place your questions there. (:

Don't worry, you don't have to put down your name.

:D

January 07, 2010

Restu.

i just feel like blogging. Hariz is MIA-ing yet again. well, another random friend i enjoy talking to. it's times like this i need friends to listen to me. not that i can't deal with it on my own, but it feels better t have someone to listen t you sometimes. my sister does an awesome job at that & i love her so much. but since she's studying, i shall not bother her. Lepak-ing/ studying/ talking to Farah has indeed brought back memories of Sec two, one of the most havoc years of my secondary school life. Sec three was worse, let's not get to that. Now that school ends so late, the only time i can meet up with my crazzy girl is on friday and she might have AD practices. Dang. So i'm on my own for the year. Good thing i have Fir to talk to in school. awesome friend. irritating, but enough to make me feel happy in school. There's no denying i live a much better life now as compared to a few years back. i have much better people to care about and definitely, Allah to keep my nghts companied with doas.

Right now, i'm waiting for abah to come home with my book. well hopefully he meets abg manja to get my book. My one mat of an ustaz abg manja said he got my book. yeay syukran! mama went out to fetch my uncle from dialysis. sister's sleeping, brother's reading a book (OH MY GOD HE'S READING)

today's plan to meet Mar and get our hair trimmed together was postponed to tmr. because she had to accompany her mum to Geylang earlier today. So tmr it is! i'm meeting Diana at City Hall tmr before meeting Mar. hopefully we don't die there. Maths is sucha killer subj. i hate maths. but for the sake of As, i'm sacrificing my friday for it. I can't wait for Sunday. DPI! So today, went out with mama and arsyad instead. Went to QiJi at CS to get a second round of lunch. already had lunch earlir, but since mama wanted to eat, brother and i ate again. after that, we went to Popular. Brother got new books t read, i got an ONTO headphone. it was the cheapest. so i got that. if i had a choice, i would have gladly chosen the bigger audiotech with bass boost. but noooo. expensive. so onto it is. Gold Onto mind you.

Andy thinks i have a thing for abg manja. let me repeat eh, It is his Jiwa that i like. Besides, it's so weird when he thinks that way. abg manja is your uncle too putra -___-" hahahahha kay shut up andy. (: i love andy. he's the random person i msg when i feel loopy or when i need a person to bother. the favourite cousin Everr. and kak yati, abg manja's sister, definitely. HEE :D

Have i blogged long enough? nochet.

i have been eating a lot. not lying here. yet, i still have gastric. i rmmbr how people always force me t eat coz they think i'm not fat enough. why the hell would i wanna be "fat enough"? hello, it might bring penyakit okay. Plus, i think i'm okay the way i am. -.-" so stop telling me i'm too fat lah, too skinny lah. what lah bother about your own height and width please. goodness. nnt jadi mcm abg manja eh, hahahaha babats man! hahaha kan, kacau aku lagi. aku letak gambar babt tu pat FB baru tahu! HAHAHA. baik punya brader. wa sayang sama lu banyak-banyak hor.

oooh, i just finished reading Panduan Bergaul. yay. i need to read my Art Of War before La Tahzan. But before that, i have to read, RESTU, SOURSWEET, KUOPAOKUN'S PLAY. see, crazy lit kids read crazy books.

Salam!

January 07, 2010

"ifrah!" yeah, trying to.

Hate it. How is it that once in a month i feel the pain of going through all that again? It's been three months AN. Three months. i feel okay on most occasions. but when the feeling kicks in once in a month, i can't help but feel sad. and it's Always around that time someone says something. Oh wells. No denying i miss you. The old you.

OH SHUT UP AN. you know you don't deserve to feel like this. you know you deserve better.

Yeah i do. (:

January 06, 2010

A for Awesome.

School hasn't even started and i already hate J2. my timetable is really terrible as i finish at 5:40pm on Mondays and Tuesdays. Way to start the week huh? and if i'm not mistaken, my Lit tutor is now Mdm Chitra. I've never really liked her. i'd rather put up w Mrs N's disgusting pronunciation than her. why can't Ms Yap stay our lit tutor?! whyyyyyy? i just lost my mood to blog.

I should not whine. i should be thankful i don't have to repeat J1. I shall work hard this year. i shall try my best to pull my grades up. i shall try.

Today, i met Lala at Woodlands CWP to pass her her econs assignment. i told her 3pm, but she only appeared 45mins later. i was walking around CWP when a text msg came in, " An, aku rase aku terlalu pendek :( aku tahan bus tadi, tapi tak stop" HAHAHAHAHA i almost burst into Loud fits of laughter. i think i will get myself a pair of headphones. leceh nak wear earpiece with tudung. but the cheapest ones are ONTO (farah confidently calls them OKTO) and i don't really like Onto. but the latest model looks nice though.

Sigh, i don't feel like blogging. i want abg to come home quick. :'(

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